Dean for short | A proud Malaysian | 21 and clueless | Obsessed over long fingers | Mediocre j&k-pop fan | Book junkie | Cold-hearted at times | Mostly an emotional wreck | Short-sightedness | Black ftw > rainbow | I suck in any relationship |

listening to take me home full album once again tonight. and it makes me feel so sad thinking how the high note/pitch parts of zayn wouldn't be there again. it will never be the same without him. sighs

so yeah skipped most of my classes this whole week. i feel like crap. i've been doing nothing but sleep. god, why?

cikta's quitting uni. i kept thinking i wanna quit as well. but my parents and my whole family would never let me do so. i feel like a freaking prick for even thinking about it. bcs my parents prayed for my success and admission to uni and i'm here like fucking with everything, being ungrateful shit.

same ol, same ol. i WANT to study, but i just CANNOT.

i have three pending assignments. catching up, catching up. 2 weeks till the submission dates... my poor soul.

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i've been feeling so lonely lately. i need someone. how about a boyfriend for diana?