Farewell, mi Amor.
Sunday, February 8, 2015 7:36 AM Dean 0 comments
Hadi Haikal, yes I know you never liked the Hadi in your name but I knew you by that name and I'd love to keep it that way...at least between us two ;)Well, this is going to be awkward but I really think this is my way of sending you off. So, bear with me!
Hadi, you're one of my earliest close friends in high school. Not to mention one of my best guy friend. I don't really have that many guy friends, ever since high school. So, yeah thats an honor for you. Hehe
Ah penat la nak speaking I'll be mixing the bahasa okay?
Aku igt lagi zaman ko suka gila maki org. Omg, i dont even get how on earth i managed to endure those days, seriously... I hated you a lot back then, to be honest. With your constant fuck yous, humiliations and everything that screams ANNOYING.
But I'm really glad that I endured everything and stayed. I really do.
I dont really remember whats the incident, but i hope you remember it? Theres one day when we almost got into a big fight. Something happened in class I guess. And out of sudden, you texted me something that went like "Aku sayang kau. Youre one of my closest friends. I don't wanna lose you" and gosh did it melts my heart or didnt it? I swear, that was the moment when I felt most flattered by your words, which doesnt came easy nor often from you.
I swear, Hadi. I love you so. I mean, we spent most of our high school days together, gossiping, hating on people TOGETHER, having those nasty inside jokes and even skipping school for the first time ever together. Why wouldnt I love you?
I bet you still remember when we got caught by your mother the day we skipped school and went to Midvalley? We got into a serious trouble then. I'm still shaking everytime I hear "Hadi's mom" or whenever you invited us for raya to your house I'd still be feeling awkward with her. But heyyy I know she's a lovely lady :)
Now that you're going away, I feel like hey I know you'd still be coming home. But, will you still remember me as your friend? Will you still love me like how I love you? That, I dont know. But I hope, you will.
Thanks for being such an asshole. Thanks for being a pain in the ass. Thanks for being the annoying person ever.
But still, thanks for being a good listener when needed. Thank you for the brutal honesty you offered. Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for staying all this while by my side.
Thanks for being everything you are. I love you for who you were and are.
Thank you for being such a jerk, Hadi Haikal. But please remember, you are MY sweetest jerk-friend...
Be good there. Study hard! Keep me posted, please. If you travel, send me postcards ay? I LOVE POSTCARDS! Stay safe. Stay humble pls? And never forget me tauuuuu
Love you Hadi <3 XOXO
