Dean for short | A proud Malaysian | 21 and clueless | Obsessed over long fingers | Mediocre j&k-pop fan | Book junkie | Cold-hearted at times | Mostly an emotional wreck | Short-sightedness | Black ftw > rainbow | I suck in any relationship |

Its 2015! So, whats up?

Anyway I've been thinking and setting up my new year resolutions since the last day of 2014. Now its already a week passed in 2015. So far, so good.

Not gonna share whats all my resolutions are but mostly, I noticed that my ultimate resolution is not to care too much about others that I abandoned my own. I just want to be a stronger me this year if Allah wills. I just dont want to be weaken by my own overwhelming emotions when people ignore me, or simply trying to put me down. I dont want to be the old me who lets them do so.

I mean, I've spent too much time thinking and over thinking about how I should treat others but yknow, the same old? People do not give a shit to what I'm feeling. They treated me like shit and I'm always feeling bad and guilty about them. I mean, I'm so messed up.

So yeah, I just dont want to be that Diana ever again. You guys can do whatever you guys want. I wont give too much of my concern. I wont over think about anything.

If they wanna stay, they'll stay. If they dony, they'll leave. I've learned it, the hard way. So true friends or not, you guys decide it.

Happy (a week already) new year! <3

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